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its 3:25, rich needs to get here real ass soon <3
I LOVE HIM <3
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[21 May 2005|08:15am] |
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FISHING ANY ONE??????
Im going down to colts house today with Frank. that should be a trip. haha
then comin back to see will and Holly and Hollys bf + some other friends (if their mean im punchin them in the face.)
than hopefully i get to go down to the Science Center to see my wonderful boyfriend <3
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[18 May 2005|12:34pm] |
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Its May 18th, Wednesday. im at school.
i was at home alll day yesterday. and no one called me.
(just keep that in mind)
Walked to Dormont, got on a trolly
went downtown.
saw jamie
Made out with her adn her hottness.
shes soo beautiful.
we were just kidding around
but if i didnt have a bf i would total mess around with her.
(i have a big crush on this girl) <33
Her and Dex seemed to hit it off, GOOD! they would be real ass cute.
she doesnt really want a bf tho, thats ok Dex is an awesome kid.
went home.
talked to my mom.
10:30 went to bed.....
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1:30 my phone rings....
after all day of being home, and able to talk on the phone...
1 in the morning ppl wanna talk.
But it was Rich (<3) so i didnt care.
we talked about how sexualy frustrated i am
and about past relationships.
which is good to know.
cuz if he told me he slepted with 12 other girls i probably wouldnt even be with him any more.
but he only slept with one other girl and that makes me happy.
boys that can keep it in their pants and still tease a girl are fucking amazing
and girls that are only sluts with one boy behind close doors.
but anyways
after that it was like 2:15
and i woke up again...
Jamie
"I Just got off the phone with dex we talked...."
i feel asleep and started dreaming.
i remember i told her i had a class and i like to eat cookies at sunrise...
(if you call me at night ill dream to you. Its real funny. i strongy recommend doing that)
then i got a voice mail from jason!
that makes me happy!
lol( i have a cute voice )
i wanna hang out wiht that kid sooo bad!
hes real ass cute and nice as hell.
but we cant even talk to eachother
haha
we talk to each others voice mails
(you know you love it jay)
haha
Ill call him today after school most likely.
but then i listened to that..
3:14am when i looked at the clook.
phone rang again...
didnt pick it up in time and they didnt leave a voice mail...
But i didnt wake up until 6:43 this morning...
Bus comes at 7:08...
i ran.
made the bus.
now im here.
I was told to lose 20 lbs by next wed.
thats a week from today...
I gained 15...
1) because i think about not being able to eat and wanna eat more. so i do. cuz im lame.
2) you gain wait when your happy. and i think im the happiest girl alive right now.
3) my rag is about to start in about a week or so. so i have a lot of water weight. :(
so i look like im 4 months pregent...
ok not really but still i neeeedddd to lose weight.
but im in Cp writing right now.
its 1:00 pm.
ill probably update later.
♥
Much love
Nickdeth.
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[17 May 2005|01:35pm] |
omgoshxitsHolly: i<3you.
thiswilllastxxx: i <3 you more!
omgoshxitsHolly: :-)i havent talked to you forever.
thiswilllastxxx: Yeha i know!
thiswilllastxxx: how are you!
thiswilllastxxx: what are you up to?!
omgoshxitsHolly: good you?!
omgoshxitsHolly: ah home listenin to caliban
omgoshxitsHolly: you
thiswilllastxxx: wondeful <3
thiswilllastxxx: lol im reading sex tips
thiswilllastxxx: haha
omgoshxitsHolly: lol i <3 you.
thiswilllastxxx: my friend send me this link and he said it was tabs for bass
thiswilllastxxx: haha
omgoshxitsHolly: hahaha
thiswilllastxxx: but its sex tips
thiswilllastxxx: lol and i think there real ass funny
thiswilllastxxx: haha
thiswilllastxxx: lol so i was thinking how funny would it be if we got our bfs like sex juice (like tasty stuff you lick off ppl), for like a gift
thiswilllastxxx: hahhaha
thiswilllastxxx: im buying jeremy some
thiswilllastxxx: hahahaha
omgoshxitsHolly: lol
thiswilllastxxx: and ill be like take of my girl wink wink
thiswilllastxxx: hahaha
omgoshxitsHolly: ill buy rich some lick me lickers.
thiswilllastxxx: what are lick me lickers?
omgoshxitsHolly: hahaha flavored lub uput down there to make the "oral" expierence more pleasurable and taste ful.
omgoshxitsHolly: ;-)
thiswilllastxxx: haha
thiswilllastxxx: wtf
omgoshxitsHolly: lol
thiswilllastxxx: were do you get that stuff
thiswilllastxxx: hahah
omgoshxitsHolly: Spencers.
omgoshxitsHolly: i got 5 bottles of it.
omgoshxitsHolly: lmao.
thiswilllastxxx: really weird
thiswilllastxxx: give me some!
omgoshxitsHolly: :-)mkay.
omgoshxitsHolly: theres watermellon,strawberry,tropical fruit,raspberry,wildberry
thiswilllastxxx: strawberry is my favorite
thiswilllastxxx: lol does that taste god?
omgoshxitsHolly: it taste like cough syrup :-)
omgoshxitsHolly: lol
thiswilllastxxx: like really
thiswilllastxxx: ew gross really?
thiswilllastxxx: give me the watermellon
thiswilllastxxx: ! <3 !
omgoshxitsHolly: ahaha
omgoshxitsHolly: it taste like a jolly rancher
thiswilllastxxx: mm thats better
hahahaha
i get sex juice lol
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[13 May 2005|04:34pm] |
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ok this is what im doign for the next 3 days
5:30pm- Soccer in Hampton. lame.
7:00pm- Dinner with the grandparents
9:00pm - in bed.
SATURDAY
10:00am- wake up take a shower
12:00pm: leave for soccer game in Gibpsonia (sp?) Starts at 2 you should come.
3:30pm leaving soccer with Rich (<3), Krystal, Nat, Emily, Billy, and Adam
4:30pm- get to colts house take a FAST shower.
5:00pm- call Nicole find out where the boys
6:30pm- get to Perry skate park to see PNB (Pierced not Broken)
8:30pm- get back to colts with all the people named above.
9-10:30pm- party at colts :( sadly cant stary for long
11:30pm- to be home and to sleep.
SUNDAY
7:00am- wake up take a shower
8:00am- leave for Ohio (Lodi)
10:00am - 8:00pm - soccer in Lodi (were going to lose go us!)
10:00pm- home sleep.
MONDAY
6:00am- get up and ready for school.
7:30 - 2:36pm- At school.
DUE MONDAY MORNING!
World History- 16 page paper on World History Reflections
3 questions for a study guide.
English- Red Badge of Courge play and scrip witten and performed.
Gov. & Ec.- chapters 5-14 study guides done and take per final exam. (all worth 330 point)
Journalism - Story on online use of Teen agers, and other stuff....
Math- take chapters 8-11.6 tests and then teach myself the lesson were on now.
CP Writting- Self Project, School about project, Hitler vs King jr. paper.
Science- chatpers 11-16 work packets and 16 exam done by the end of class or i fail. yay
Gym- Run mile in under 6 30. no problem there, make up 10 swimming class and 6 reg. gym classes.
I HATE MY LIFE
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[10 May 2005|11:23am] |
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theres this one cute kid i wanna hang out with, but we suck at making plans
lol
;)
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[10 May 2005|09:42am] |
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Eighteen Visions |
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woah def just watched the 'I Let Go' vid for the 5th time...
(mick wanna redo that hott tub clip?)
that video is fucking hott
(i still miss old heavy 18v)
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[10 May 2005|08:54am] |
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PS...
DANGER + MAYHEM
THATS US.
your shakedown: anyway u look at it, were gonna beat up girls
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[08 May 2005|01:51am] |
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Like The Sun (old Eventide) |
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Me and this real ass cute girl (Sha Sha Shakedown)
need to hang out soon.
-snuggle
-get ice cream
-snuggle (lol) ♥
and get to know each other better cuz shes a sweet ass girl <3
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[07 May 2005|10:08am] |
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Pierced Not Broken - the Sight Unseen |
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Yeah ill be here all weekend.
Today Game Starts At 2pm, Then Again At 7pm.
(im excited.)
Tomorrow Emily and Rich Are making A guest Appearance.
No Idea on Game Time ill get Back to you.
Stop Down, We Play By The Baseball Field. <3
EDIT
Games Today.
2pm
&
5pm
call me come and see me
cough::SHA::Cough
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[06 May 2005|10:40am] |
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Ok so im in school.
shocker.
lol Talkin to Fuller! i miss that kid!
him and smith, never thought id say that but i do.
I need to see them play. apperently the 14th in perryopolis.
that is also the blood brother. but fuck them. lol id rither see a better band. lol you should kit me up and come too!
Anyways.
I need out of this place.
i think me adn Rich are hanging out today. which is good cuz hes my saving grace <3
<3 Im alone!
call me and lets do something. like make out.
haha
412-277-0398
( were probably not going to make out. but that ok )
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[04 May 2005|01:25pm] |
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My Chemical Romance |
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So after last week im pretty sure i can with hold alot more than i use to.
Im not upset at all anymore. But i Flipped out on mike via phone. not really best idea. but he knows why i did that. and hell probably say he deserved it.
But were over the me and mike thing
no use crying over split milk, you should start getting paper towels.
I havent called Mr. Smalls Yet. I wonder if they still wanna let me work there?
that would be fucking sweet.
Today. Havent been to school yet. i think i went monday, but anyways
Im cleaning the house for my mom. still not do with my room.
took me 2 hours to get a queen size bed up 2 flights of stairs. no one would help me either.
lame.
so im hanging up clothes taking a nap.
Rich is going to call me and wake me up,
need to jump in the shower.
get ready for soccer in fucking Hampton.
Missy Rotten might come. ( ♥ )
Ive been taking 28319236293162938 pictures. ill post them in a sec. until them.
Good Night <3
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[01 May 2005|06:32am] |
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mike posted picture of him and his new slut. I mean girlfriend.
1) youd think hes be a little considerate in not to break my heart anymore.
2) shes in our bed. im pretty sure he slept with her.
3) I can never get back with him again in my life and that kills me.
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[30 Apr 2005|05:05pm] |
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As Hope Fails |
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Erase the Pain.
Erase the Memory
Im working on it.
I'm really trying to see,
That maybe im not the one.
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[30 Apr 2005|05:03pm] |
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IM A THREAT XXX: umm have to talked to mike?
shORt spIKeZ 06: Yeah kinda
IM A THREAT XXX: is he in love with her?
shORt spIKeZ 06: No...?
IM A THREAT XXX: of like does he talk about her alot?
shORt spIKeZ 06: Yeah.
IM A THREAT XXX: whast he say?
shORt spIKeZ 06: Just like how he's happy n stuff.
shORt spIKeZ 06: Nothing major
IM A THREAT XXX: ah. ok.
IM A THREAT XXX: i thought i was ready to move on you know.
IM A THREAT XXX: and i thought i liked rich a lot
shORt spIKeZ 06: Well I think you can-
IM A THREAT XXX: but i dunno if its worth it
IM A THREAT XXX: you know
IM A THREAT XXX: but i know im not ready for that
IM A THREAT XXX: and i dont wanna hurt some one else when i didnt have to
shORt spIKeZ 06: Yeah..
IM A THREAT XXX: whats does she say about him?
shORt spIKeZ 06: Same stuff he says
shORt spIKeZ 06: They're just happy kids, Nik.
shORt spIKeZ 06: He doesn't wanna hurt.
IM A THREAT XXX: yeah.
IM A THREAT XXX: i know.
IM A THREAT XXX: either do i.
IM A THREAT XXX: its just.
IM A THREAT XXX: well.
IM A THREAT XXX: hard
shORt spIKeZ 06: I know.
IM A THREAT XXX: im trying twin i really am.
IM A THREAT XXX: i guess ill i can do is just hope hes happy.
shORt spIKeZ 06: Yeah, and make yourself happy
IM A THREAT XXX: thats going to take a while.
shORt spIKeZ 06: :-\
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[27 Apr 2005|04:26pm] |
I FUCKING LOVE YOU. AND IF YOU LOVED ME SOME RANDOM TRASHY CUNT WOULDNT MEAN A THING.
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[27 Apr 2005|11:05am] |
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i havent eaten in 4 days now. My mom made me go to school today.
i need sleep too.
derek got me sprite and lollypops yesterday. it rocked
probably one of the only good things this week.
Mike brought my stuff over yesterday.
ouch
he told me he wanted to marry me still.
but wants to date this girl now.
Thats Not How It Works,
I have no idea what to do.
I think me and this real cute girl shoudl take pictures of boys then stand around and show them off to each other! lol that should be real fun <3
Michael. I love you. With all my heart.
((( Love Will Kill Us All )))
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